[22 Nov 2008|11:28am] NEWEST JOURNAL: string_sweeper cicatriz mi

[17 Apr 2007|01:19am] [ mood | aggravated ] I'm sensing the need to begin a new journal. I need some sort of a new beginning. They all seem so boring to me. Whenever I get bored with a journal, I see it as a rut in my life. cicatriz_me is done. aiuole Add Me on there, because that's where I'll be posting for now on. For those who are immature, please don't relate the name of the new journal to a nipple, that's the AREOLA. Oh, and for those who asked me, cicatriz is conjugated from the spanish verb meaning to scar. And it's from a Mars Volta song. cicatriz mi

[05 Apr 2007|01:02am] [ mood | depressed ] I just want to cry. Everyone thinks I'm lying about my leg pain. My friends get mad at me when I can't stay at the mall for long, or go to the boardwalk with them. No one believes me, and I'm sick and tired of being looked at as a liar. I've always believed that my true friends are the ones that would understand. Few do, and many don't. I have to say that one of my only friends who really understands is Angela. I've known Angela for twelve years, and I know that she will always be there for me, and I her. We may be total opposites in every way, but we both truly do care about each other. I just want a few friends to not be so immature, close minded, and selfish. I drove and hour each way to hang out with your ass. TWO hours, and we only hung out for half of another. I put in that effort to even just see my friends. I don't know. Personally, I think that makes me a good friend, or at least a decent one. So what I don't understand is why I keeping getting dumped on by those who are supposed to care most about me. 4 scars cicatriz mi

Yes, the hundreth entry of today! [05 Feb 2007|10:49pm] [ mood | cold ] I fingers are purple. I despise the winter. Especially how I am forced to have to go outside for a cigarette. And I'm about to venture back out there in a few minutes for another one. BRRR. cicatriz mi

[03 Jan 2007|03:53pm] [ mood | hopeful ] Yes, I'm finally all clear! Today at my doctor's appointment I started a new birth control SHOT called Depro-Provera. I only have to get it every 3 months, AND my period is going to go away. Not permanently mind you, just while I'm ON the birth control. GAH. NO PERIOD! No cramps! YES! My mom is perfectly fine with it, too. Actually, happy is more like it. I'm assuming it's because her slut of a sister got pregnant at 15. The doctor is also putting me on a some medicine that starts with an "A." It's and anti-depressant, and is supposed to help me sleep and take away my migrains. On top of all of this, Rod and I have finally joined a gym, so I can get my fat ass in shape for a change. Woo! Seeing as how the most common complaint of my new birth control in girls my age is the slight weight gain, I'm figuring that now is most definitely the best time ever to get into shape. Summer's only 6 months away! Anyways, I have ideas for tattoo's now. I'm doing research on the best place and all that shit. I definitely do NOT want to go in for my first tattoo and leave with a fucked-up tattoo done by some guy named Tito. I think I want to get something really simple. Like, a snowflake on the side of my lower neck/upper back. I'm known to almost everyone as a snowflake. Snow = White Flake = Ditzy It suits I suppose. It's garrunteed to be a unique tatoo. Eventually, I would like to get the violin "f" holes on the middle of my back. DEFINITELY. I like the idea of having a resemblance to something I love so much. I was thinking of also a poetic phrase, done in some ancient language/tongue. Angelina Jolie style, haha. Kidding, of course: My pain tolerance isn't QUITE high enough for a monk to hammer ink onto my body. Anyways: I get my license in 19 days (hopefully). I have uno semestre left until I'm out of ALJ for good. Six months until I turn legal. Six months until I move out. Rot in hell Chiari Malformation 2! My illnesses are SO not going to get in the way of my good times this year. Oh yeah: Happy New Year Everyone! I don't remember if I said that already. My apologies if I already did. ♥   cicatriz mi

[25 Aug 2006|04:48am] hey everyone! sorry about the lack of updates lately I still don't have a computer! I should be getting one soon butfor now I'm updating via rods pda.... I love you all and I hope things are going well ! cicatriz mi

[10 Jun 2006|06:57pm] GAH. I CAN'T GET MY PROJET FOR REYES DONE. THE WRATH OF MYSPACE. I have a hardcore burn on my left index finger from my straightener. XO cicatriz mi

[30 Mar 2006|10:40pm] FRIENDS ONLY Comment And Add Me, And I shall Return The Favor. Cause me any nuiscance, and you shall be deleted. 13 scars cicatriz mi

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